Sunday, November 1, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Living a Life of Holiness Chapter 1
- Birth to Early Childhood* Will this sick child survive?
- My Friend across the Street*My Baptist Friends Across the Street
- Finding Jesus
- Living Holiness as I Thought*The Health and Wealth Gospel
- Finding Love in a Deception Planned*Finding Love and Sin
- God’s Grace at Home*Home where I found Love
- Integrity in a Contractual World*My Yes is Just That
- My Little Lamb*The Gift of a Child
- Holiness in the Catholic Church* I Learned to Respect and Fear God
- Learning to Love Myself Again*I Do Sin, But God is Merciful
- Off to School to Learn to Teach at 43!* I was So Scared and Under Pressure
- Learning to See Jesus in the Suffering and Sick* I just Want to Help
- Suffering as a Christian* Death, Cancer. Does it Stop?
- Patience is Pruned and Earned* Very few True Prayers are Yes, only those in accordance to HIS will
- Love is Patient and Kind*Learn to Love and Put Yourself Second
- Finding Jesus in the Lost and Lonely*Look to Help, Look around you…
- Lost in an Airport*Grace wins over Evil
- How do you Praise God with a Broken Heart Again?* I watched her die…and cried…
- I Am Not Buying A Lottery Ticket!*God will provide for our little family. He will!!!
- A Life Set-apart To Serve in Anyway Possible in His Holiness and Service*”Follow Me!” and I do Try with all My Faults…I want little in this world now. Just to Serve and See my Child Blessed In Him.
Chapter One Birth to Early Childhood* Will this sick child survive?
By Sophia:
Firstly, let me say that I only will be sharing about myself to show how much God’s grace has brought me through. I can attest that He will always be there for you. The Lord will never leave you, He will be there, even in the beginning….
I guess the easiest place to start this text is at the very beginning of my life, or at least the parts that I have been told about from my family. I was born 48 years ago, in a small town in
I was born in the last week of the six month of the pregnancy. My mother had been accidentally bumped in the stomach, and one hour later went into labor. I was born just over two pounds. In those days, it was unheard of for a child to live through this ordeal. The Catholic nuns even had approached my father and advised him to buy a small casket. He was livid. His sense of faith astounded me when I first heard his response. It had simply been, “Is she dead yet, no, so I will not give up.” Whether he knew it or not, he had chosen life. With his words of faith, he spoke faith filled words to help me survive. I truly believe this. My father was raised in a “Greek Orthodox faith.” He had descended from a 300 year line of priests. It had instilled in him a belief in God and His ways.
The bible says in Jeremiah 1: 5
“Before I formed you in the womb I knew you.”
This is so true for all of humanity. If we meditate on this verse we come to realize that God is and always has been aware of every person’s existence.
Every soul comes from God, He breathes life into us. We are not just an egg and sperm, but the union of the two and so much more. Science is just now beginning to add a dimension of spirituality of all that it studies!
My first years of life were filled with visits to the hospitals, incubators, allergies, and pneumonia. Why do some children go thru some traumas and live whereas others die? I don’t have an answer to this. I honestly just try to accept that which I do not understand, and let God be God. I do know that some things out of the natural do not happen by God’s hands. For example, humans choose genocide, abortion, to euthanize, not God. We have free will and hence traumas happen by human hands. I want to touch on this much later in the text, but for now would like to share a little more on the subject of faith.
I remember having an early curiosity about God as a child. Early memories at the age of four and looking for Jesus and the Easter Lamb of God in the backyard were not uncommon for me. I always looked for the spiritual in the most mundane things. I would want to see baby Jesus at Christmas, not Santa Claus. I wanted to see Jesus alive on every Holy Feast Day. My childhood had scattered bits of Christianity sprinkled over it, but it was enough to salt my life. It was enough to give me a curiosity and true quest for God and Godly things. I look around me today and feel so sorry for children that are not given this chance to hear about the Lord. A foundation in God ensures a child of the beginning of a life filled with faith. If we train a child up in the way of the Lord, when they are old they will not depart from this. Proverbs 22: 6 talks about this. The synapses of the brain are forming from the birth to the age of five, especially for language skills. If parents even spoke about God, and the linguistic patterns were embedded in a child’s memory, they would be there for life. My science interpretations may be off somewhat, but the gist of the point is there. We are spiritual beings, not just physical. Man has an innate need to worship. Archaeological expeditions almost always find some sort of evidence of a cultural belief in a Deity. As we were created in God’s image, we desire to show this in our everyday lives. We need to believe in something. We need heroes, we need hope, prayer, faith, and we need God!
Children have an amazing sense of faith if given the chance. They believe so simply and surely. Faith isn’t complicated for them, if you tell them that in the beginning God created the heavens and the earth, they look at you in wonderment and want to know more. How precious! How much more does God want us all to have faith in Him as this? We not only lost our connection to God long ago in the Garden of Eden, we lost our innocence and sense of childhood wonderment and faith. It was Jesus who gave this back to us when He died on the cross. He took away our sins and paid the penalty for them, yes, but in this He regained our spirit filled faith…the spark of life that once was lost. It is His New Life that enters our hearts when we accept Him. It is a childlike faith that approaches God and asks for a second chance. It is this faith that you see in children.
If you are reading this as a parent, see for yourself. If you just mention God to a child, they know who HE IS. I remember doing so to my little one long ago. Even as a baby, I would pray with my baby. I can honestly say the response was so beautiful and pure; all I saw was just the sweetest smile. I have heard it said that babies talk is really God’s language. They are not just babbling to themselves, but communicating. Listen sometime with an open mind and heart…listens to the pauses and patterns in their speech. Many childhood psychologists would beg to differ on this point, after all, where is the scientific data to back up this premise. I have none, but I have faith, and believe this without empirical data. It doesn’t matter if you do or not, just know that babies, children are innocent, and deserve to hear about the Lord. God is everywhere, He is beyond time, beyond space, He is pure, He is love, He is fire, He is Life and He is pure.
He hears childlike faith, and looks for it. It is like a light in the darkness, a beacon, a prayer. Why was Jesus so drawn to the children? He loved having them around. They simply believed Him and knew who He was without all the signs and miracles. He didn’t have to keep proving himself over and over again to them. They knew, and believed. Now you will ask me where my biblical proof is to this. Look more closely at Matthew 18:3. He said that if we do not change and become like children we will never enter the
I can honestly say that when I look back on my life, I see God’s footprints, His imprints and guidance in so many ways. Even to the fact that my next door neighbors were devout Christians who really showed their love for the Lord daily and to me.
Chapter One Birth to Early Childhood* Born under Hypnotism in an nonspiritual home.
Matthew writes:
I think that the experiences that a youth has and the loss of a father at an early age can have a dramatic impact on that youth’s ability to be able to parent when they are older.
My mother lost her father to cancer when she was a young teenager, and this was a profound loss to her. Shortly after her father’s death her mother reached out to Mediums to be able to speak to her husband that had passed on. My mother remembers going to the meetings with her mother and speaking to her father that was dead, though the meetings.
My mother therefore grew up right out of the Christian faith, and if anything you could say she had a very new age/Occultist concept of faith.
My father at the age of 15 years of age had a father who has re-married. His father was a widower as my fathers mother had passed away earlier. In all of my years I have never heard why my fathers mum passed away, yet I now that when my father’s father, re- married the new mother in law did not want my young dad Bob around anymore and told his father to get rid of him and tell him to move a few hundred miles away to Sydney Australia.
I think at 15 years of age as a youth my father must have been broken hearted to have lost both his mother and now his father, and on the trip on the bus from his pleasant fishing village country town, to the big smoke of
At some stage my father must have become a Christian. I am not sure if his mother or father where Christians but when my father met the first lady that he proposed to he was at that time attending a
Apparently that first engagement left a very sour taste in my father’s life as when he met my mother he was not attending church anymore. My father never told me this, but my mother shared this history with me. When he was engaged to his first love, the Christian lady broke her engagement to Bob with the words,
“I am sorry Bob I have to break off our engagement. I need my husband to be my spiritual head and you are not a strong enough Christian to be the husband that I need.”
As a man that has lost his first wife after two and a half years, I fully know how heartbreaking it can be for a man to lose the love of his life. I cannot comprehend how much more devastating that this would have been to a father who had no dad or mother to fall back on in this time of grief.
My father was only on the first or second date with my mother, when he asked her, “Are you a Christian June?”
My mother said, “No, I am not a Christian Bob. Is it important that I am one to you?”
“Quite the opposite in fact,” he replied, “I swore to myself I would never get serious with a Christian lady. I have no desire to marry a Christian lady.”
“Why is that so Bob?” my mother asked. What followed was the way my mother knew all about my father’s first engagement and the reason for it being broken off. No woman was ever going to break up with him again for being a weak Christian man.
The Bible states that a Christian should never marry a person that is not a Christian. The scripture reference that says supports this is:
Do not be yoked together with unbelievers. For what do righteousness and wickedness have in common? Or what fellowship can light have with darkness?
Not only did my father pick himself a person that was not a Christian but he chose a lady that had a known Occultist background.
Soon into their relationship June invited Bob to come with her mother to see a medium so that he could meet her father. My father said he did not know why, but somehow he knew that he was not to go to such a meeting. In the scriptures in the Law in the Old Testament a person who was a lover of God was commanded never to see mediums.
Sadly for my sake, this did not prevent my father from allowing my mother to be hypnotized by a doctor when I was to be born. My mum had found a doctor that hypnotized mothers in childbirth, and the result was that the mother would have a painless birth. I have to ask the ladies out there, who would want to have this sort of birth? It is so attractive.
The problem is that hypnotism is a work of darkness, and as a backslidden Christian my father should have said no to this; however he had no objection to it.
Satan was very happy with me so far. My father was not attending church, my mother had a New Age background, and here I was being born though witchcraft. As I came out of the womb I was strangled by the umbilical chord and almost lost my life. My mother thinks this could have done my brain damage at this loss of oxygen.
My mother told me once, “When you were first born Matthew you were shining. I thought that I had given birth to an angel.”
In another conversation she told me that in the hospital I had such a happy and contented disposition as a baby that she had to find a baby naming book to try and see a name that would suit her happy little baby. She came up with the name Matthew, meaning, “Gift of God,” or in other books, “Grace of God.”
I came home after a week at hospital and the near death experience of my birth was apparently not the end of the danger. When my mother presented my brother who was 18 months old at my birth, with me, her new baby my older brother’s first words where:
‘Where did you get him?”
My mother did not like his tone but replied, “Mummy got him in the hospital and now he is coming to live with us honey.”
My brother Rodney, said in reply to this, “Take him back, I do not want him.”
What followed were many years of my brother beating up on me. My mother told me that she could never leave me alone with Rodney as every time she did it, even for a minute she would return and I would be crying from what Rodney had done to me.
I had a father that had left home before I woke and most often got home after I was in bed, and would only see on weekends. I remember I missed my father terribly. I also had a brother that I had around me all the time and would pick on me and hurt me as often that he could.
I was a sad little boy. It was not a great start for me in the area of faith. There was no mention of God in our house, and there was quite a bit of darkness.
I grew up with a mother who had lost her father very young and a father who had not much of an idea about how to be a father a he had to leave his own dad so soon.
This early start set me up for a really trying life.
Powerful healing and prophetic giftings promised in prophecy
Greetings in the name of El Shaddai:
My name is Darrick Jermaine (D.J.). I am on the on line prophetic team. Also, I am a family partner of http://www.
Scriptures:
Genesis 2:24 For this reason a man will leave his father and mother and be united to his wife, and they will become one flesh.
Genesis 3:20 Adam named his wife Eve, because she would become the mother of all the living.
Exodus 20:12 "Honor your father and your mother, so that you may live long in the land the LORD your God is giving you.
Prayer:
Father thank you for life through Jesus. Thank you for saving us from a devil's hell. Use us to sow and plant seeds amongst the lost...for your will is that none perish. amen.
Prophecy:
(I do not know your relationship status. Remember, unless told, there is no time in the Spirit world, so I cannot tell what I am seeing is the past, present or future unless God tells me) Immediately, I hear the word, mother. I see 3 children, 2 girls and a boy. God says she was created to be a mother. She has a mother's spirit. She walks in love. She walks in peace. She is special unto me. she is a dove. It shall not be much longer I shall bring one across your path. One to love...for I pre ordained this my handmaiden. I know your heart aches. Your heart longs....we both know for what... (God is obviously talking in code, but I think you know what he is talking about).
Next, I am shown you in a church service. There is an altar call taking place. As you are being used of God...I hear Him whisper As you lay hands on people you shall receive a download of information. Use wisdom in your delivery. for some things will frighten you. You might see them abused as a child, sexual immortality, etc. Use wisdom in your delivery. Use wisdom. I shall give you a greater increase of the prophetic. It shall be used to heal. You will walk in some of the prophetic gifts but it will be coupled with counseling. You will get to the root issues of people's problems. 99% of the time, it will start in childhood, that was a free hint from your Father.
Lastly, I see a stick of dynamite. God says I am about to explode in your life. As you worship me, I shall bring the angelic hosts into your house and a glory cloud shall appear. I see your hunger but you stop...if you do not see the glory. dont stop but press in!!!! I want to see how bad you want the glory! How bad do you want to see the glory! How bad, my handmaiden? how bad? Walk in love. amen.
peace
DJ
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From: Matthew Payne <survivors.sanctuary@gmail.com
To: Servant Of The Creator <ilovethecreator77@yahoo.com>
Sent: Sat, October 24, 2009 11:35:28 PM
personal prophecy by DJ
INTRODUCTION:
Greetings in the Name of the Holy One:
My name is Darrick Jermaine (D.J.). Nice to meet you! I pray you are doing well...after all you have eternal life, I don't care what happens to me! They cannot take away my eternal life! They can talk about me, spit on me, take my belonging BUT they cannot touch my soul, alleluia! Remember that, child of God...this life is but a vapor, a mist...but eternity is never ending and we will be with Jesus!!!! Work while it is yet day...do all you can for Christ! Little about myself, I am a Christian, a follower of Jesus not man. I do not believe in denominations, they are a trick of the devil. There is no denominations in Heaven. It is quite simple, you either a follower of Christ or Satan. Let me let you in on a secret, you see denominations is an act of sabotage. Listen, if I was a person who knew nothing about religion, I would never go to church...you know why? BECAUSE if two churches are on the same street and they have never visited each other congregations...that is crazy to me!!!!! My head would spin you have Baptists (don't believe in gifts), Pentecostals (too much emphasize on gifts), etc. They must be a balance...
I believe the WHOLE bible...not just parts of it. I am a family partner and good friend of http://www.propheticministries.org/ (Prophet Kent Simpson). He is my mentor. Also, I go to a local prophetic establishment. Lastly, I am on this on line prophetic ministry team. I am a seer. I have no props, tarot cards, crystal balls, seances, etc. All that is crap. They might be accurate but their carry a curse. How are they accurate? Well, the evil spirits see what is going on in your house. Also, remember the angels were created higher than us. They come not to steal, kill and destroy.. I am not self appointed, I am appointed by the Holy Ghost. I will speak truth not something that sounds good...you might not even like it but I do not care. I do not speak on my own authroity...I speak the pure words from the throne. A Prophet/Seer job is to deliver the message not convince people of the message. I believe too much emphasize is on the hand of God and not the face of God. Always seek the face of God...have that Father/child relationship. Gifts, riches, etc are good but I want GOD. amen.
I believe the WHOLE bible...not just parts of it. I am a family partner and good friend of http://www.
SCRIPTURE:
Lev 26:6 " 'I will grant peace in the land, and you will lie down and no one will make you afraid. I will remove savage beasts from the land, and the sword will not pass through your country.
Num 6:26 the LORD turn his face toward you and give you peace." '
Num 25:12 Therefore tell him I am making my covenant of peace with him.
PRAYER:
Grant this one peace Father. May he trust you in the midst of uncertainty and instability. Gird your mind with truth. Lead and direct him and remove the stones in the path. amen.
PROPHECY:
My friend, I see in a vision a small boat and you are in it. Your face is stricken with a look of fear. Ahead of you in this vision is a wall of water. It is 80 feet of water about to drop on your head. Now, as the vision continues...you are not paying attention but their is a ship to the left of you...and Jesus is on that ship.. He has his hand extended out toward you...but your focus is so much on this wall of water, you do not see Jesus in the ship (ship represents safety).. I hear the Master speak: focus. Change your focus. For what you cast your eyes on will occupy your thoughts. If your thoughts are on the solution, the solution comes...which is My Son. If your thoughts are on the issue...guess what comes...the issues. Change your mentality. For you talk yourself out of many things. You talk yourself out of peace. You talk yourself out of victory. Walk in love and you shall fulfill all the commandments. The difference in those with potential and those who walk in destiny is the thought process. You have to tame the thoughts. For thoughts turn into actions. People do not kill overnight...but thoughts build...and build and the next thing you know someone brings a gun to school. IF the thoughts were attacked at the root...then the actions would not not went forth. Attack your thoughts at the root. Renew your mind. Speak in tongues a lot for that builds your spirit. It makes it strong. It gives it ammo to fight the enemy. For Satan has not changed...he is still a liar and a manipulator...just like in the garden. He convinced her...through THOUGHT. Before an action occurs a thought is planted.
The next thing the Lord shows me is children playing at recess and children in the classroom. God says there has been a distraction in your life. Now is not the time to chill and put the sword down. Now is the time to fight and put on the whole armor of mine, my child. For now is not the time to cave in or give up. Now is the time to fight. Fight for those who are of the same name. Fight! Fight! I have called you to be a man of war...did you read about David? I brought him out of obscurity into Kingship. Why? Because I give favor to whomever I like. What did he do special? Nothing...my grace is unmerited...but I do love and cleave to those who have a heart willing to serve me. You are one of those people but you need the road map how to get to my Glory...the 1st stop on the map is trials. You see I must empty thee in order to fill thee. For I do not half train my warriors. So that is why trials occur for training for reigning. One must know what pain feels like before he is a commander right? Who wants a leader who is not acquainted with the same grief as those who are going through? Hang in there my child, for all this training is for the office of pastor. Some go to school but others choose the rocky road which leads to signs and wonders. For the 12 was not seminary material but they hung around a fellow by the name of Jesus...My Son...and he equipped them with power and I shall equip you with power...SUBMIT.
In closing, God says do not look for the approval of man. The occasional pat on the back, etc. For then you have your reward. Set your sights upon me and I shall show you a better way. Remember, it is not in your strength but by the power of My Spirit. None of my children can save anyone...but through My Spirit all things are possible. Remember that it is not in your ability but in your obedience to submit to my will. Submission leads to the signs and wonders. On another note, I see a woman (I take it to be a family member maybe a mother, I dont know). I see she has issues with her bones. weakness throughout her body. God will heal her if she gives her life to him. God says she has not surrendered unto me. She has went about and did things her way for many years. For she has even blame me for many things (I see the word, death. Something to do with a young boy, I don't know).
peace
D.J.
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